Oh gawd am I sick. Sigh. I fought this off before RT but all that smoke, the late nights and irregular eating caught up with me and now I am one large germ. My voice is croaky, I’m feverish and achy. And of course, now is the time to have to finish up a project, LOL!!
I was just chatting with Megan who pointed me toward a Marilyn Manson video. Now, ladies and gentlemen, I knew I shouldn’t have looked but I did anyway and now I’m emotionally scarred. In fact I think I may need intensive therapy to get over eight minutes of MM and his teenaged girlfriend actually having sex on camera, her wearing heart shaped Lolita glasses and licking a knife. OH! She’s so hardcore! She licks knives! There’s the obligatory raining blood scene and oh, a scene where the hood of the car is on fire and they drive off a cliff. Oh they are so cool! Her parents must be so proud – especially of the porny sex moans. Eeek!
I don’t understand it and I write sex. But you know, more isn’t better, shocking isn’t sexy, it’s just too much. Still, even as I cringed I could not look away. I’m afraid to close my eyes now though.
I need more dayquil and a blanket to pet as I rock back and forth and try to forget…